I’m tired of getting my hopes up.

If you could be put to sleep for the rest of your life and be able to control every single thing about your dreams, to be able to dream anything and everything, to “live” in your dreams, but when you die you realize it was all just a dream would you do it? Would it be worth it?

What do i do?

I can be in such a good mood with the best people and as soon as I’m back in this town everything negative comes back.

ground zero.

No matter how hard I try.

joshblau:

Why would I ever need reality with a place like this? #cabin #property #viewfromporch (Taken with instagram)

I’ve never been this down. Every single thing sucks. This needs to get out of my head. I’m a fuck up.

I have too many memories.

This is starting to go on for too long.